Completely Miserable

I was naturally a loner, content just to live with a women, eat with her, sleep with her, walk down the street with her. I didn’t want conversation, or to go anywhere except the racetrack of the boxing matches. I didn’t understand t.v. I felt foolish paying money to go into a movie theatre and sit and with other people to share emotions. Parties sickened me. I hated the game-playing, the dirty play, the flirting, the amateur drunks, the bores.